All of my life, there have been many things that have been constant: my breathless beauty, my awesome sense of humor, my modesty, and my family. My family has always been there for me no matter what happened. I had more aunts, uncles, and cousins than I knew what to do with. Many times, I couldn't even tell you how we were related, I just always knew this person was my cousin. I don't know if it's a Portuguese thing, but we don't make many distinctions between a first cousin or an 81st cousin twice removed. If you were related to someone in their family tree at any point in time, then they're your cousin. So, I was related to...well...the Portuguese population in Danbury (Ok, that's an exaggeration. I was related to half of the Portuguese population and my family was friends with the other). While this meant I couldn't make a move anywhere without that information being beamed to my family through an intricate gossip network fashioned over generations that was remarkably efficient, it also meant I was surrounded by people who were looking out for me. Growing up with a big family that lived in the same town always made me feel connected. I knew if I needed anything, all I needed to do was walk down the street and knock on any number of doors and things would be ok. Growing up in such a tight knit community also meant I made friends that became a part of my family. People that would always be there for me through good times and bad. Like everything else, though, things change. People grow up, marry, have children, divorce and move.
Wow. I'm looking at this post now and wondering, "where the hell was I going with this?" I started writing this one in November 2015 and it is now June 2017 that I'm getting back to it and I have no clue what I was going to say next. I know what the original intention was, but I don't have any clue, at this point, where the hell I was going with the above paragraph. Have you ever had the experience of reading something you wrote in the past and thinking to yourself, "Damn. That was pretty good?" Well, I wish I could say I was having that experience right now, but my experience is probably more similar to that of a person with early onset dementia. You know, the "What the hell was I just doing?" thing. Wait...I actually do that a lot. Crap. I don't think that bodes well for me. Oh well. If it doesn't, I'll probably forget about it anyway.
Ok, I guess I should try to write about what I had originally set out to write about here. This post is about the loss of my brother. I know. I know. Some of you are thinking, "Uh...I don't think this is going to be a funny one" and to be honest with you, I'm not sure what the hell I"m going to say in this one as I'm just writing as I go. Oh, who am I kidding? I never know what the hell I'm going to say or write at any point in time, but I'm always pretty confident my language will be colorful (I'm a visual person, so I ask you to please imagine the scene in A Christmas Story where Ralphie is asking the department store Santa for his Red Rider BB gun with a compass in the stock and this things which tells time as he is hanging on for dear life at the top of the slide. Picture the smile he has on his face right before Santa kicks him down the slide...Got it? Now imagine my face on Ralphie's body. Ok. That's the image I want you to have of me when you think of me and my very colorful language).
Sorry, I realize I was rambling. I'll do my best to stay on topic. My brother. Now that he is gone, I can admit that he was always smarter than me, but I will also stand firmly by the claim that I was always funnier and better looking. And, since he's not here to argue with me, I'll hold that title for a very long time. I admit he was a damn good brother, son, husband, and kick ass father. I will also admit he was a slob who had to have the latest gadgets, even if they were pieces of crap. As an example, let me tell you a slob story. Growing up, his room was always a mess. His car was always a mess. He was like the real life version of Oscar Madison. One day, my family had gotten home after a long day at the store and I went upstairs to find our house had been broken into and the place was TRASHED. The upstairs kitchen (yes, my parents have two kitchens. If you're Portuguese, you're sitting here thinking, "Yeah. No kidding. So what?" because every Portuguese family you've ever known has two kitchens and you think it's weird that none of your American friends do) looked like a scene from The Sixth Sense when the lady had flung open all the kitchen cabinet doors, except all the stuff normally in the cabinets was all over the kitchen. It was a similar scene throughout the dining room, the living room (not the one we used to watch t.v. in and hang out in, but the living room that was decorated by a professional decorator when my parents bought the house in 1972 and, as such, could only be used for visiting dignitaries and maybe the Pope), and the bedrooms. My parents were visibly shaken and called the police as I walked around with my OCD kicking into overdrive thinking, "Holy crap! This is going to take FOREVER to clean up". When the police arrived, they asked to see the damage and walked through the house. My mother showed them the living room, kitchen, and then took them to the bedrooms. In my parents' house, as you go up the stairs to the bedrooms, my brother's room is the first room you come to. So, as my mother walked the police to the bedrooms, they looked at my brother's room and said, "So, they got this room, too?" At this point, my mother's face contorted in a way I had not seen before and her flesh turned colors that I did not think were humanly possible. I'm pretty sure I actually saw a flash of steam rise from her ears, but I have no scientific proof of that. In any case, in response to the officer's question, she fiercely grabbed my brother's bedroom door, slammed it shut, and manged to muster through gritted teeth, "No. His room always looks that way". As the color drained from my brother's face seeing the ire he had triggered in my mother, I laughed and said to him, "I don't know how you did it, but you managed to piss mom off even more than she already was" and I laughed down the hallway to my trashed room. Shortly after this incident, she directed him to clean his room and he gave her some flippant response along the lines of, "I'll clean it when I'm ready" or some other equally stupid thing to say to our mother. He tried to walk past her out of his room and, despite the fact that he was taller than her and weighed more, she still managed to push his butt back into his room and slammed the door with both of them still in there. I heard a lot of yelling, what I assumed to be the sounds of her trashing his room more, and the faint sounds of what I can only describe as him whimpering in submission realizing he would never again leave that room unless it was cleaned. I was so entertained by this that I sat in the hallway immediately outside his door chuckling as I imagined my own movie version of what I believed was going on behind that door. I soon realized I was chuckling too loudly as the door suddenly whipped open and my mother's face was unexpectedly staring at me saying, "If you're room isn't clean, I'm coming to you next" before disappearing back behind Chris' closed door. Now, I knew my room was clean because I was the Felix Unger of the family, but I was also not stupid, so I just got the hell out of there and entertained myself somewhere else.
I have many more stories like this, but I think I will share those sparingly as they bring a sort of bitter joy in recalling them. In any case, many of you know we lost my brother in October 2015 to colon cancer after only having been diagnosed 3 months earlier. I wish I could tell you there were funny stories to share around that time, but I don't remember any if there were. In any case, while those last 3 weeks he spent in the hospital will likely haunt me for years to come, I choose instead to focus on stories like the one I told above. Or the time I attempted to shave half his mustache and the other half of his beard for an April Fool's joke that went awry. Or the time I set all the clocks ahead by one hour the morning of his SATs. Or the time when we were playing wiffle ball at dusk and, what he thought was the ball being tossed to him, was actually a bat flying at him and he ran screaming like a little girl directly into our grandparents' picnic table and ended up on crutches. Or the time...nah. I'll save the rest.
Sunday, June 25, 2017
The Squirrel
I have been relentessly teased about this story for a long time by the people who know it and decided it was time to open myself up to even more teasing by those of you who don't know this story. This is a story about a squirrel that entered our lives in a spring several years ago.
I was still out on maternity leave and was out mowing the lawn in our backyard. As I was going along with my headphones blasting my Portuguese music (yes, I listen to Fado while I mow the lawn. Don't judge me), I noticed a small grey bundle, about the size of a half dollar, sitting in the lawn dangerously close to the mower blades. I turned off the mower, because, well, safety first, and went to see what it was. There, in the grass was a teeny, tiny, newborn, baby squirrel. Now, as I mentioned already, I was still out on maternity leave and, as such, my hormones were not in the their typically well balanced state (hahahahahaha..."well balanced state"...funny) and I may have been slightly more emotional than I otherwise am. In any case, I saw this baby squirrel and realized that I had been dangerously close to committing squirder (the term "squirder" shall henceforth refer to the act of murdering a squirrel. While I may not use this term again in this post, you may feel free to use it and enjoy knowing how it came be a part of the English language). Something in me seemed to cry out, "This poor baby needs to be with his/her (I didn't check to see if it was a boy or girl squirrel because, let's be honest, that would be weird) mama!"
With tears now streaming down my face, I ran inside the house to research how to reunite a baby squirrel with its mommy. Surprisingly, a Google search turned up very little. There wasn't even a TED Talk on the subject. I mean really. In any case, I came up with a solution and quickly went around the house collecting the materials I needed to save this squirrel. As I'm racing around the house, Nicole is looking at me worriedly and asking, "What's the matter? What are you doing?" For the next several minutes, I continued gathering materials and silently weeping while Nicole kept trying to find out what was wrong. Finally, I was able to push past the lump in my throat and explain how I had narrowly averted becoming a squirderer, and was now needing to initiate Operation SOS (Save Our Squirrel). Nicole, perhaps recognizing my fragile state, took a few moments before blankly looking at me and responding, "Uh. What?" I decided I couldn't bear to tell the story again and went about constructing the makeshift shelter that would serve to reunite the Baby Squirrel Doe with its mother. I attached the shelter to the tree where Baby Doe could be off the ground, but still visible to it's mother, and ran back inside to wait and watch the tearful reunion. And I waited. And I waited. It seemed like hours that little Doe was out there, but no mama came. I didn't know what to do. Was this the equivalent of leaving a baby at a fire station? Was the squirrel mother worried about how to feed another mouth and just couldn't take it anymore? Was there a squirrel DCF that I could call about this poor abandoned baby? Would the squirrel authorities come and pick up the baby to put it in squirrel foster care? Would the squirrel one day be adopted and be told the story of the brave stranger that saved his (or her) little life?
By now, it was getting dark with storm clouds rolling in. I decided Baby Doe couldn't be out there all night waiting for his neglectful mother to return. I went outside, picked up the makeshift shelter and brought it inside. At this point, Nicole looked at me, looked down at the box, and looked back at me again. I would like to say she had a look of, "I love how caring you are" in her eyes, but the conversation went more like this:
Nicole: Uh. What are you doing?
Me: I'm saving this squirrel. He can't be out there all night defenseless and in the cold. He needs to be safe in the house.
Nicole: Uh. We have a baby in the house and we are NOT having this wild animal sleep in our house all night.
Me: But, it can't sleep outside! It will die!
Nicole: Fine. Put the box out in the garage.
Me: Ok. (I walk out to the garage and immediately return with Baby Doe). It's too cold out there. It needs to be inside.
Nicole: You're crazy.
Me: The squirrel can sleep in the laundry room. It's warm in there and I can close the door (because apparently I was worried about the squirrel's ninja skills and ability to be able to escape the box).
I am happy to report everyone made it through the night without injury or incident. In the morning, before leaving work, Nicole gave me a kiss and, in no uncertain terms, told me to make sure the squirrel was not in our house when she got home. As soon as she left, I decided I needed to do something. I was developing a squirrel savior complex and was hell bound and determined to not let this little squirrel die on my watch. I contemplated feeding it, but decided breast feeding a baby squirrel was not going to happen. I mean, come on, how was that little baby going to latch on? Geez. So, I started calling animal rescue leagues and humane societies. What I came to find out was that, apparently, many baby squirrels fall out of their nests in the spring and most places had already reached capacity for the number of squirrels they were able to accomodate. I kept calling with my hopes steadily diminishing until, finally, I found a place that was willing to help me complete my SOS mission. Granted, the place was 30 miles away, but whatevs. So, I loaded up the baby (and my kid) and drove the half hour to drop off the squirrel. When I arrived, there was very little fanfair as I heroically and proudly dropped off the squirrel. I said my goodbyes and off I went.
That was several years ago and now, I am confident in the fact that I did save that baby squirrel who, now, has rejoined the squirrel community and has told tales of the savior who rescued him. I know, deep inside, that somewhere in a tiny squirrel village there is a monument erected to me, and maybe even some squirrel currency with my picture on it. I am certain, that on some summer nights when all is quiet, I can hear tiny voices singing my praises in the trees in our backyard. Nicole would argue that there are meds for that, but in my heart, I know it is the squirrel faithful who continue to recognize and praise my bravery and courage on that dark spring night.
I was still out on maternity leave and was out mowing the lawn in our backyard. As I was going along with my headphones blasting my Portuguese music (yes, I listen to Fado while I mow the lawn. Don't judge me), I noticed a small grey bundle, about the size of a half dollar, sitting in the lawn dangerously close to the mower blades. I turned off the mower, because, well, safety first, and went to see what it was. There, in the grass was a teeny, tiny, newborn, baby squirrel. Now, as I mentioned already, I was still out on maternity leave and, as such, my hormones were not in the their typically well balanced state (hahahahahaha..."well balanced state"...funny) and I may have been slightly more emotional than I otherwise am. In any case, I saw this baby squirrel and realized that I had been dangerously close to committing squirder (the term "squirder" shall henceforth refer to the act of murdering a squirrel. While I may not use this term again in this post, you may feel free to use it and enjoy knowing how it came be a part of the English language). Something in me seemed to cry out, "This poor baby needs to be with his/her (I didn't check to see if it was a boy or girl squirrel because, let's be honest, that would be weird) mama!"
With tears now streaming down my face, I ran inside the house to research how to reunite a baby squirrel with its mommy. Surprisingly, a Google search turned up very little. There wasn't even a TED Talk on the subject. I mean really. In any case, I came up with a solution and quickly went around the house collecting the materials I needed to save this squirrel. As I'm racing around the house, Nicole is looking at me worriedly and asking, "What's the matter? What are you doing?" For the next several minutes, I continued gathering materials and silently weeping while Nicole kept trying to find out what was wrong. Finally, I was able to push past the lump in my throat and explain how I had narrowly averted becoming a squirderer, and was now needing to initiate Operation SOS (Save Our Squirrel). Nicole, perhaps recognizing my fragile state, took a few moments before blankly looking at me and responding, "Uh. What?" I decided I couldn't bear to tell the story again and went about constructing the makeshift shelter that would serve to reunite the Baby Squirrel Doe with its mother. I attached the shelter to the tree where Baby Doe could be off the ground, but still visible to it's mother, and ran back inside to wait and watch the tearful reunion. And I waited. And I waited. It seemed like hours that little Doe was out there, but no mama came. I didn't know what to do. Was this the equivalent of leaving a baby at a fire station? Was the squirrel mother worried about how to feed another mouth and just couldn't take it anymore? Was there a squirrel DCF that I could call about this poor abandoned baby? Would the squirrel authorities come and pick up the baby to put it in squirrel foster care? Would the squirrel one day be adopted and be told the story of the brave stranger that saved his (or her) little life?
By now, it was getting dark with storm clouds rolling in. I decided Baby Doe couldn't be out there all night waiting for his neglectful mother to return. I went outside, picked up the makeshift shelter and brought it inside. At this point, Nicole looked at me, looked down at the box, and looked back at me again. I would like to say she had a look of, "I love how caring you are" in her eyes, but the conversation went more like this:
Nicole: Uh. What are you doing?
Me: I'm saving this squirrel. He can't be out there all night defenseless and in the cold. He needs to be safe in the house.
Nicole: Uh. We have a baby in the house and we are NOT having this wild animal sleep in our house all night.
Me: But, it can't sleep outside! It will die!
Nicole: Fine. Put the box out in the garage.
Me: Ok. (I walk out to the garage and immediately return with Baby Doe). It's too cold out there. It needs to be inside.
Nicole: You're crazy.
Me: The squirrel can sleep in the laundry room. It's warm in there and I can close the door (because apparently I was worried about the squirrel's ninja skills and ability to be able to escape the box).
I am happy to report everyone made it through the night without injury or incident. In the morning, before leaving work, Nicole gave me a kiss and, in no uncertain terms, told me to make sure the squirrel was not in our house when she got home. As soon as she left, I decided I needed to do something. I was developing a squirrel savior complex and was hell bound and determined to not let this little squirrel die on my watch. I contemplated feeding it, but decided breast feeding a baby squirrel was not going to happen. I mean, come on, how was that little baby going to latch on? Geez. So, I started calling animal rescue leagues and humane societies. What I came to find out was that, apparently, many baby squirrels fall out of their nests in the spring and most places had already reached capacity for the number of squirrels they were able to accomodate. I kept calling with my hopes steadily diminishing until, finally, I found a place that was willing to help me complete my SOS mission. Granted, the place was 30 miles away, but whatevs. So, I loaded up the baby (and my kid) and drove the half hour to drop off the squirrel. When I arrived, there was very little fanfair as I heroically and proudly dropped off the squirrel. I said my goodbyes and off I went.
That was several years ago and now, I am confident in the fact that I did save that baby squirrel who, now, has rejoined the squirrel community and has told tales of the savior who rescued him. I know, deep inside, that somewhere in a tiny squirrel village there is a monument erected to me, and maybe even some squirrel currency with my picture on it. I am certain, that on some summer nights when all is quiet, I can hear tiny voices singing my praises in the trees in our backyard. Nicole would argue that there are meds for that, but in my heart, I know it is the squirrel faithful who continue to recognize and praise my bravery and courage on that dark spring night.
Saturday, August 9, 2014
What a Long, Strange Trip...
Let me start by saying this post is dramatically different than anything else I have posted here before. With that being said, I’d like to tell you the story of my friend, Mike.
Mike is a 44 year old chef who is married to one of my oldest and dearest friends, Jane. He is a gymnast, a swimmer, a golfer, an adventurer, an avid Grateful Dead fan, a great friend, a loving husband, and a truly spectacular father to his 8 year old son, Jacob. He lives his life to the fullest and enjoys every minute of it. On March 7, 2014, all of that changed. Mike had been complaining of severe stomach pains and was taken to the hospital. While there, he went into multiple system organ failure and cardiac arrest; his doctors determined he had suffered a massive aortic dissection. An aortic dissection is essentially a tear in the aorta and occurs in about 2 of every 10,000 people, typically impacting men between the ages of 40-70. Once the aorta has ruptured, the chance of survival is 50% and Mike’s had already ruptured. He was rushed in to surgery and survived. His medical team felt good about the procedure and Mike had done great. Everyone was relieved that the worst was behind them. Unfortunately, it wasn’t.
Less than 48 hours later, Mike developed sepsis due to complications from the dissection. Doctors told his family that Mike would require surgery if he had any chance of survival. His condition was so delicate, however, that he was only given a 5% chance of surviving the surgery…if he even made it to the operating room. So essentially, the choices facing the family at this point were: 1) Do nothing and he will die; or 2) Operate and he will probably die, but there is a slim chance he could make it. I don’t know if you can actually call those choices, but that was where things stood, so the family took a chance and proceeded with surgery...and he survived. When he came out, he was on a respirator, required dialysis, his hands and feet were necrotic, and he had no pupillary reflex for over a week, suggesting little to no brain activity. Then came more bad news. It looked as if Mike had suffered at least two strokes during surgery and he appeared to be paralyzed from the chest down.
Decisions had to be made. Decisions that no family should ever have to make about a loved one. Goodbyes had to be said. Friends and family from all over the world came to spend some precious time with Michael in what looked to be his final days. Many tears were shed as people left thinking they had seen him and spoken with him for the last time. In those days that turned into weeks, I said goodbye more times than I am willing to count.
While his body was still riddled with infections and developed fever after fever to continue the fight, he slowly began to come back to life. His liver began to show signs of returning to normal functioning. His breathing became stronger and he was less dependent on the respirator. He became increasingly responsive as he would turn his head toward Jane’s voice, would smile while listening to messages from Jacob, and would blink his eyes in response to simple questions. All of these signs brought a strong sense of hope, but those feelings were tempered by the very real prognosis Michael’s medical team presented to his family. “His lungs will probably not return to full strength and he will need to be on oxygen”…”It is unlikely his kidneys will return to full function, so he will require dialysis”…”He will have to lose his hands and feet, at minimum, if he has any chance of survival”…”He will have to be on a feeding tube”…”He will never be able to live independently and will require 24 hour medical care for the rest of his life”…
At the time, all of these seemed like death sentences being imposed on the vibrant, active, 44 year old loved by so many. While the majority of Michael’s medical team, family, and friends felt this was not the kind of life Mike would have wanted, there were others who refused to accept these predictions as truth and encouraged the family to let him fight and see where he could go. And fight he did. Little by little, he came off the respirator and was able to breathe on his own. His liver function returned to normal. He became more alert and responsive to those around him, offering Jane a daily wink to let her know he was in there and fighting. Finally, after nearly 3 months in ICU, he did something that most people would not want a 44 year old grown man to do in bed. Mike urinated. Just a little, but it was pure gold. His kidneys came back. Mike had, once again, beaten the virtually insurmountable odds. Another surgery was performed to amputate the necrosis which had moved in to his hands and feet, but he kept going. He kept healing. He kept getting stronger.
Finally, the day arrived where Mike was ready to move on to a rehabilitation facility. On August 7, five months after his dissection, Michael moved to a sub-acute physical rehabilitation facility near his home. Despite his situation, he is happy to be alive and to be given this precious time with his loved ones who just can’t believe the miracle they have been blessed with.
Now that I’ve told you his story, I’m going to ask for something from you in return. The family is now faced with immense medical expenses and the cost of making accommodations to their home to allow Mike to be as independent as possible. Below is a link to a fundraising page to help the family raise the funds needed to help Mike continue his fight. Please, if you are able to donate anything at all, please do so. If you are not able to help him financially, then please just pass the word along to your family, friends, coworkers, or whoever will listen. Thanks for taking the time to read this story and I promise my next blog entry will be back to the pointless, ramblings about my life that you have all gotten used to reading. Maybe I’ll even write about that squirrel…or the story about a guy, a Pathfinder, and a dead battery…
http://www.gofundme.com/cin5qw
Mike is a 44 year old chef who is married to one of my oldest and dearest friends, Jane. He is a gymnast, a swimmer, a golfer, an adventurer, an avid Grateful Dead fan, a great friend, a loving husband, and a truly spectacular father to his 8 year old son, Jacob. He lives his life to the fullest and enjoys every minute of it. On March 7, 2014, all of that changed. Mike had been complaining of severe stomach pains and was taken to the hospital. While there, he went into multiple system organ failure and cardiac arrest; his doctors determined he had suffered a massive aortic dissection. An aortic dissection is essentially a tear in the aorta and occurs in about 2 of every 10,000 people, typically impacting men between the ages of 40-70. Once the aorta has ruptured, the chance of survival is 50% and Mike’s had already ruptured. He was rushed in to surgery and survived. His medical team felt good about the procedure and Mike had done great. Everyone was relieved that the worst was behind them. Unfortunately, it wasn’t.
Less than 48 hours later, Mike developed sepsis due to complications from the dissection. Doctors told his family that Mike would require surgery if he had any chance of survival. His condition was so delicate, however, that he was only given a 5% chance of surviving the surgery…if he even made it to the operating room. So essentially, the choices facing the family at this point were: 1) Do nothing and he will die; or 2) Operate and he will probably die, but there is a slim chance he could make it. I don’t know if you can actually call those choices, but that was where things stood, so the family took a chance and proceeded with surgery...and he survived. When he came out, he was on a respirator, required dialysis, his hands and feet were necrotic, and he had no pupillary reflex for over a week, suggesting little to no brain activity. Then came more bad news. It looked as if Mike had suffered at least two strokes during surgery and he appeared to be paralyzed from the chest down.
Decisions had to be made. Decisions that no family should ever have to make about a loved one. Goodbyes had to be said. Friends and family from all over the world came to spend some precious time with Michael in what looked to be his final days. Many tears were shed as people left thinking they had seen him and spoken with him for the last time. In those days that turned into weeks, I said goodbye more times than I am willing to count.
While his body was still riddled with infections and developed fever after fever to continue the fight, he slowly began to come back to life. His liver began to show signs of returning to normal functioning. His breathing became stronger and he was less dependent on the respirator. He became increasingly responsive as he would turn his head toward Jane’s voice, would smile while listening to messages from Jacob, and would blink his eyes in response to simple questions. All of these signs brought a strong sense of hope, but those feelings were tempered by the very real prognosis Michael’s medical team presented to his family. “His lungs will probably not return to full strength and he will need to be on oxygen”…”It is unlikely his kidneys will return to full function, so he will require dialysis”…”He will have to lose his hands and feet, at minimum, if he has any chance of survival”…”He will have to be on a feeding tube”…”He will never be able to live independently and will require 24 hour medical care for the rest of his life”…
At the time, all of these seemed like death sentences being imposed on the vibrant, active, 44 year old loved by so many. While the majority of Michael’s medical team, family, and friends felt this was not the kind of life Mike would have wanted, there were others who refused to accept these predictions as truth and encouraged the family to let him fight and see where he could go. And fight he did. Little by little, he came off the respirator and was able to breathe on his own. His liver function returned to normal. He became more alert and responsive to those around him, offering Jane a daily wink to let her know he was in there and fighting. Finally, after nearly 3 months in ICU, he did something that most people would not want a 44 year old grown man to do in bed. Mike urinated. Just a little, but it was pure gold. His kidneys came back. Mike had, once again, beaten the virtually insurmountable odds. Another surgery was performed to amputate the necrosis which had moved in to his hands and feet, but he kept going. He kept healing. He kept getting stronger.
Finally, the day arrived where Mike was ready to move on to a rehabilitation facility. On August 7, five months after his dissection, Michael moved to a sub-acute physical rehabilitation facility near his home. Despite his situation, he is happy to be alive and to be given this precious time with his loved ones who just can’t believe the miracle they have been blessed with.
Now that I’ve told you his story, I’m going to ask for something from you in return. The family is now faced with immense medical expenses and the cost of making accommodations to their home to allow Mike to be as independent as possible. Below is a link to a fundraising page to help the family raise the funds needed to help Mike continue his fight. Please, if you are able to donate anything at all, please do so. If you are not able to help him financially, then please just pass the word along to your family, friends, coworkers, or whoever will listen. Thanks for taking the time to read this story and I promise my next blog entry will be back to the pointless, ramblings about my life that you have all gotten used to reading. Maybe I’ll even write about that squirrel…or the story about a guy, a Pathfinder, and a dead battery…
http://www.gofundme.com/cin5qw
Thursday, October 17, 2013
This can't be right
I read a very disturbing article online the other day. Quite frankly, I'm not completely sure if it's a genuine article or if it's a fake, but the sheer terror that the article engendered in me has been plaguing me since that time. So, the only rational way for me to deal with it is, or course, to share my thoughts with you. The article (and I still get goosebumps talking about it as it is potentially more terrifying than Stephen King's The Shining or that really disturbing movie The Ring. And, in all fairness to all other horror movie producers or screen writers, I don't watch scary movies because, well, they scare me and I am a royal wuss, so there might be scarier things out there, but those two films mark the complete repertoire of my horror film watching. I hear you judging me right now and I don't care. So there.) Ok, where was I? Right, the article. The truly horrifying article that I read that has plagued my nightmares since it passed my retinas claims that the world will run out of chocolate in 2020. Please. Let me say that again so that everyone knows they did not just have a momentary bout of psychosis and read something that wasn't there. The world will run out of chocolate in 2020. I'll give you a minute to have your freak out, but please return when you're done because I'm not done talking about this yet.
Ok. Feel better? Well, you shouldn't! Didn't you pay attention to what I just told you?!?!? THE WORLD IS GOING TO RUN OUT OF CHOCOLATE!!! The article, and again I'm hoping it's a fake, claims that the lands that used to be used for cocoa production are quickly vanishing due to development, so there are fewer cocoa farms then there used to be. Also, the global demand for chocolate is at an all time high and is on the increase, largely due to a rising demand in Asia. The article states cocoa plants take 4 years to produce a crop, so new farmers have a difficult time getting into the industry because it takes too long to yield a crop that will bring in cash. Hold on...
I had to take a break, because I found myself freaking out and holding on to my M&Ms too tightly. For the record, they will melt in your hand if you squeeze them too much. That's also true for peanut butter cups, Twix bars, and Dove squares....mmmmmmmmm....Dove squares. But, imagine a world with none of those things. No chocolate milk or hot cocoa. No fudge during the holidays (what will people do for holiday gifts?). No chocolate chip pancakes. No brownies or chocolate cake. NO HOT FUDGE SUNDAES!! Is the enormity of the situation finally sinking in for you?!?!?
Ok, so once I got past the initial shock (and, as you can see, I'm still experiencing painful aftershocks), I got to thinking about the side effects of this situation. First of all, there is a HUGE opportunity here to make some cash. Granted, I don't have the funds to front a big cocoa farm, but if any one does, I will work for chocolate. I think if you were able to get some land in the right climate, you would eventually be richer than the wealthiest oil producing countries in the world. I mean, let's think about this for a moment. When you're having a bad day, do you say to yourself, "Man, I could really go for an oil change" or do you reach for a candy bar? Do you say, "To make myself feel better, I think I'll go fill my car up with premium" or do you bake brownies that you then cover in chocolate ice cream (or vanilla, if you go for that sort of thing)? Look, part of the problem is that most of the countries in the world are being run by men who think that the one with the biggest oil field wins. Countries waging wars because they think oil is what brings power and wealth. To them I say, tell your wives that when Aunt Flo comes to town, they're going to have to settle for broccoli because there's no candy. For those not in the know, I'm talking about the time in the red tent, riding the cotton pony, or that time of the month when every man dreads hearing the words, "Honey, can you pick me up some tampons when you go to the store? Oh, and get some chips, too. Oh, and don't forget the chocolate". Yeah. The chocolate. Now imagine what would happen if that person came home to someone who is on the rag, surfing the crimson wave, full on into shark week, only to have to say, "Here are your lady things, but they were out of chocolate". I know that all of the men (or women) who have had to come home to an emotional and slightly irrational beast who, at other times, doubles for the love of your life, will certainly dread the day that happens because you know that when you say those words, you are putting your life in extreme danger. In fact, I would venture a guess that many marriages will end the day the chocolate dies.
In fact, I'm going to go one step further and make a prediction: When chocolate makes its grand exit (which I think is what the Mayans were referring to as the end of days), I believe women will rise up and say, "Ok, boys. You've had your fun and really screwed things up. It's time to step aside and let us run things for a while...idiots." (And for the guys who are reading this, don't get your panties in a wad just because I called you an idiot. There are FAR worse things I could have called you, so get over it). When that day comes, the world will really see what is meant by the phrase, "hell hath no fury like a women's wrath" because us PMSing bitches are going to tear some shit up looking for one last hug and kiss of the chocolate persuasion.
Plus, and this is the closest I will come to a political rant ever on this blog, if any American can corner the market on chocolate, then maybe we can sell that chocolate to the billion women in Asia who are PMSing and finally buy back Manhattan.
Ok. Feel better? Well, you shouldn't! Didn't you pay attention to what I just told you?!?!? THE WORLD IS GOING TO RUN OUT OF CHOCOLATE!!! The article, and again I'm hoping it's a fake, claims that the lands that used to be used for cocoa production are quickly vanishing due to development, so there are fewer cocoa farms then there used to be. Also, the global demand for chocolate is at an all time high and is on the increase, largely due to a rising demand in Asia. The article states cocoa plants take 4 years to produce a crop, so new farmers have a difficult time getting into the industry because it takes too long to yield a crop that will bring in cash. Hold on...
I had to take a break, because I found myself freaking out and holding on to my M&Ms too tightly. For the record, they will melt in your hand if you squeeze them too much. That's also true for peanut butter cups, Twix bars, and Dove squares....mmmmmmmmm....Dove squares. But, imagine a world with none of those things. No chocolate milk or hot cocoa. No fudge during the holidays (what will people do for holiday gifts?). No chocolate chip pancakes. No brownies or chocolate cake. NO HOT FUDGE SUNDAES!! Is the enormity of the situation finally sinking in for you?!?!?
Ok, so once I got past the initial shock (and, as you can see, I'm still experiencing painful aftershocks), I got to thinking about the side effects of this situation. First of all, there is a HUGE opportunity here to make some cash. Granted, I don't have the funds to front a big cocoa farm, but if any one does, I will work for chocolate. I think if you were able to get some land in the right climate, you would eventually be richer than the wealthiest oil producing countries in the world. I mean, let's think about this for a moment. When you're having a bad day, do you say to yourself, "Man, I could really go for an oil change" or do you reach for a candy bar? Do you say, "To make myself feel better, I think I'll go fill my car up with premium" or do you bake brownies that you then cover in chocolate ice cream (or vanilla, if you go for that sort of thing)? Look, part of the problem is that most of the countries in the world are being run by men who think that the one with the biggest oil field wins. Countries waging wars because they think oil is what brings power and wealth. To them I say, tell your wives that when Aunt Flo comes to town, they're going to have to settle for broccoli because there's no candy. For those not in the know, I'm talking about the time in the red tent, riding the cotton pony, or that time of the month when every man dreads hearing the words, "Honey, can you pick me up some tampons when you go to the store? Oh, and get some chips, too. Oh, and don't forget the chocolate". Yeah. The chocolate. Now imagine what would happen if that person came home to someone who is on the rag, surfing the crimson wave, full on into shark week, only to have to say, "Here are your lady things, but they were out of chocolate". I know that all of the men (or women) who have had to come home to an emotional and slightly irrational beast who, at other times, doubles for the love of your life, will certainly dread the day that happens because you know that when you say those words, you are putting your life in extreme danger. In fact, I would venture a guess that many marriages will end the day the chocolate dies.
In fact, I'm going to go one step further and make a prediction: When chocolate makes its grand exit (which I think is what the Mayans were referring to as the end of days), I believe women will rise up and say, "Ok, boys. You've had your fun and really screwed things up. It's time to step aside and let us run things for a while...idiots." (And for the guys who are reading this, don't get your panties in a wad just because I called you an idiot. There are FAR worse things I could have called you, so get over it). When that day comes, the world will really see what is meant by the phrase, "hell hath no fury like a women's wrath" because us PMSing bitches are going to tear some shit up looking for one last hug and kiss of the chocolate persuasion.
Plus, and this is the closest I will come to a political rant ever on this blog, if any American can corner the market on chocolate, then maybe we can sell that chocolate to the billion women in Asia who are PMSing and finally buy back Manhattan.
Friday, January 25, 2013
The South's rebuttal
In response to my last post (Look, Ma! No hands!), I received some feedback that maybe I was overlooking some of the dysfunction that exists in the Northeastern section of the country. While I was perhaps a little harsh in my previous entry, please don't think this means that there isn't a fair amount of crazy out this way as well. We can refer back to my place of employment (You can't make this stuff up) to realize that crazy is alive and well.
* Man breaks into Subway shop and grabs a bag of chips. Police found him standing amid the broken glass eating a bag of Sun Chips. Shockingly, there was pot in his pocket. Personally, I loved the mug shot that went with the story. He looked very content.
* Man buys a danish in a pastry shop and calls police because there are rat droppings on it. Turns out they were just chocolate sprinkles. I wonder what dog poop is like in his world.
* Man crashes car while drinking. Goes to nearby home, crawls in through open bedroom window, and falls asleep. I wonder if that bed was just right.
* Man steals car of Chinese food deliveryman. He continues delivering the food to collect more money and gets caught at one of his last stops. While he may not have been very bright, he did demonstrate what being an entrepreneur is all about.
* Man steals car after attacking his victim with...a pillow. What kind of pillow fights did this guy get into as a kid that he can stun an adult male with a pillow long enough to take the guys keys from his pocket and steal the car? Glad I never went to any slumber parties with this dude. His cell mate should sleep with one eye open.
* Hard of hearing man arrested after soliciting prostitute...while inside a Friendly's restaurant. How long do you think it took other patrons to realize the couple at table 3 were not shouting about what toppings they wanted on their sundaes?
And, my personal favorite:
* Woman crashes car into her own house after becoming distracted by a bee in her vehicle. I really, really wish I could have been there for that one. The images that get conjured in my head are simply spectacular!
Ok, so what do all of these stories tell you? They tell you crazy lives everywhere...or perhaps it's that stupid lives everywhere. Whatever. In any case, CT does have it's share of interesting events, and while it may be cold enough to freeze the balls off a pool table up this way, I'd still rather live with the devil I know than the devil I don't. Especially if he's delivering Chinese food.
* Man breaks into Subway shop and grabs a bag of chips. Police found him standing amid the broken glass eating a bag of Sun Chips. Shockingly, there was pot in his pocket. Personally, I loved the mug shot that went with the story. He looked very content.
* Man buys a danish in a pastry shop and calls police because there are rat droppings on it. Turns out they were just chocolate sprinkles. I wonder what dog poop is like in his world.
* Man crashes car while drinking. Goes to nearby home, crawls in through open bedroom window, and falls asleep. I wonder if that bed was just right.
* Man steals car of Chinese food deliveryman. He continues delivering the food to collect more money and gets caught at one of his last stops. While he may not have been very bright, he did demonstrate what being an entrepreneur is all about.
* Man steals car after attacking his victim with...a pillow. What kind of pillow fights did this guy get into as a kid that he can stun an adult male with a pillow long enough to take the guys keys from his pocket and steal the car? Glad I never went to any slumber parties with this dude. His cell mate should sleep with one eye open.
* Hard of hearing man arrested after soliciting prostitute...while inside a Friendly's restaurant. How long do you think it took other patrons to realize the couple at table 3 were not shouting about what toppings they wanted on their sundaes?
And, my personal favorite:
* Woman crashes car into her own house after becoming distracted by a bee in her vehicle. I really, really wish I could have been there for that one. The images that get conjured in my head are simply spectacular!
Ok, so what do all of these stories tell you? They tell you crazy lives everywhere...or perhaps it's that stupid lives everywhere. Whatever. In any case, CT does have it's share of interesting events, and while it may be cold enough to freeze the balls off a pool table up this way, I'd still rather live with the devil I know than the devil I don't. Especially if he's delivering Chinese food.
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Look, Ma! No hands!
It's cold. Very cold. It's the kind of cold where as soon as you walk outside, your nostrils freeze shut and, if you did have a runny nose, your snot is now etched into your skin. It's the kind of cold outside where if you were to fart, I'm pretty sure a little puff of steam would come out of your ass and waft through your clothes, thereby making the whole "silent but deadly thing" a little more ridiculous because everyone would know it was you as you walked away with little steam clouds emanating from your backside. It's the kind of cold where if you were forced to use an outhouse, I'm pretty sure parts of your body (and none of the parts you would want) would stick to the "seat" leaving you in a very precarious (and painful) position. I realize I said "none of the parts you would want" as if there are any body parts that anyone would want to get stuck in any part of an outhouse at any point in time. In looking back at that statement it is possible I may have misspoken there. Sorry. It's the kind of cold that makes me go, "What the hell am I doing in New England?!?!?!"
I have always believed that, if circumstances put me in such a position where I could no longer afford a roof over my head, I would immediately start walking south and would not stop until I hit Key West. Sandy beaches, bars, beautiful water, bars, warm air, and bars; what more could a girl ask for if she couldn't have a place to live? The problem with that plan, aside from the fact that I am far too lazy and out of shape to even consider walking to the corner market, never mind walking down the entirety of the East Coast (should that be capitalized? I don't know), is that I don't think I could live any farther south than, say, Washington D.C. The reason I say that is because, while the cost of living is a bit better and people are frighteningly friendly, I can't understand a stinking word that comes out of their mouths. I'm comforted in knowing that it's not just me that has a hard time with that either, but that it's a common problem. I know it's a common problem because when I watch shows like, "Moonshiners" or "Swamp People", they have to put subtitles up for the characters even thought they are reportedly speaking English. Even with the subtitles, I'm still at a loss sometimes to figure out what the hell is being talked about as I not only don't understand the words being said, but also can't understand what they're talking about. This latter issue of mine has to do with the cultural divide that exists in our country. Now, I'm not talking about spiritual or political differences as everyone recognizes those and is fully aware of what I'm talking about (of course, those difference also scare the crap out of me and is another reason I'd rather freeze my ass off up here than make the trek south). No, I'm talking more about the crazy stuff that happens down south and, in particular, in a Sunshine state which will not be named here. I know the comedian, Chelsea Handler, has often poked fun of this state on her show as she has highlighted some of the absolutely insane things that happen there, but for those of you who haven't seen her show, here are some of the bat shit crazy (yes, that's the official diagnostic terminology) things that happen there (these are actual news stories courtesy of the Sun Sentinel):
* A woman allegedly drank a few drinks at a bar, then entered the mens' room before deciding to come out of her shell by shedding her clothes and returned to the bar stark naked. She apparently misunderstood what "1/2 off" meant on the happy hour banner.
* Man tried to force fiancee to swallow engagement ring. I wonder if she said yes....hmm.
* Man called 911 ten times asking for a ride to Mexico stating it was only 500 miles away. He ended up getting a ride alright, but it wasn't to Mexico.
* Man arrested for having sex with donkey. Later, that same man was arrested for stealing over $10,000 worth of batteries. I wonder what he needed with all of those batteries for?
* A man, wearing an ankle monitor, gets arrested after burglarizing a home. What tipped police off was not just the ankle monitor, but the fact that he left his wallet at the scene of the crime.
* Man steals flat screen t.v. from Walmart and asks store personnel to help him load it in his car. Too bad he couldn't keep the t.v. He would have gotten to see himself on the next episode of Cops.
* Man robs convenience store while wearing glove to prevent leaving fingerprints. Yes. You read that right, "glove". He only wore a glove on his left hand, but touched everything else with his right.
* Woman steals police car and goes to McDonalds. I'm going to go out on a limb here and guess that maybe she was under the influence?
* A woman is arrested and gives police a fake name and date of birth. Only problem is she has that information tattooed on her body. I have nothing to say about this one other than that's not bat shit crazy, but bat shit stupid.
* A man walks into a convenience store to rob it. When the clerk shows him the register is empty, the man walks out of the store and calls his mom to come pick him up. He got picked up, but not by his mother.
And perhaps my favorite story:
* A man walks into a bank wearing a t-shirt and headphones, marches into the manager's office and says, "I'm boss of the bank. Give me some stacks". I'm not sure what tipped off the manager to realize this was not the bank's president, but that clever manager did not give him any "stacks".
So, those are just some of the things that people do down there. While I'm sure there are some idiot criminals in my home state as well, I feel like there are many more stories that originate south of the Mason Dixon. And, yes, I know I always tell people to stop judging me and that's exactly what I'm doing in this post, but I feel confident you'll get over it. And if you don't, it's likely I won't find out about it anyway because I'm so freaking cold I'm going to have to burn my computer to keep warm.
And, if you're wondering what the title is all about, I'm typing this without using my hands. That's how cold it is........................... Sorry, I had a little shiver there.
I have always believed that, if circumstances put me in such a position where I could no longer afford a roof over my head, I would immediately start walking south and would not stop until I hit Key West. Sandy beaches, bars, beautiful water, bars, warm air, and bars; what more could a girl ask for if she couldn't have a place to live? The problem with that plan, aside from the fact that I am far too lazy and out of shape to even consider walking to the corner market, never mind walking down the entirety of the East Coast (should that be capitalized? I don't know), is that I don't think I could live any farther south than, say, Washington D.C. The reason I say that is because, while the cost of living is a bit better and people are frighteningly friendly, I can't understand a stinking word that comes out of their mouths. I'm comforted in knowing that it's not just me that has a hard time with that either, but that it's a common problem. I know it's a common problem because when I watch shows like, "Moonshiners" or "Swamp People", they have to put subtitles up for the characters even thought they are reportedly speaking English. Even with the subtitles, I'm still at a loss sometimes to figure out what the hell is being talked about as I not only don't understand the words being said, but also can't understand what they're talking about. This latter issue of mine has to do with the cultural divide that exists in our country. Now, I'm not talking about spiritual or political differences as everyone recognizes those and is fully aware of what I'm talking about (of course, those difference also scare the crap out of me and is another reason I'd rather freeze my ass off up here than make the trek south). No, I'm talking more about the crazy stuff that happens down south and, in particular, in a Sunshine state which will not be named here. I know the comedian, Chelsea Handler, has often poked fun of this state on her show as she has highlighted some of the absolutely insane things that happen there, but for those of you who haven't seen her show, here are some of the bat shit crazy (yes, that's the official diagnostic terminology) things that happen there (these are actual news stories courtesy of the Sun Sentinel):
* A woman allegedly drank a few drinks at a bar, then entered the mens' room before deciding to come out of her shell by shedding her clothes and returned to the bar stark naked. She apparently misunderstood what "1/2 off" meant on the happy hour banner.
* Man tried to force fiancee to swallow engagement ring. I wonder if she said yes....hmm.
* Man called 911 ten times asking for a ride to Mexico stating it was only 500 miles away. He ended up getting a ride alright, but it wasn't to Mexico.
* Man arrested for having sex with donkey. Later, that same man was arrested for stealing over $10,000 worth of batteries. I wonder what he needed with all of those batteries for?
* A man, wearing an ankle monitor, gets arrested after burglarizing a home. What tipped police off was not just the ankle monitor, but the fact that he left his wallet at the scene of the crime.
* Man steals flat screen t.v. from Walmart and asks store personnel to help him load it in his car. Too bad he couldn't keep the t.v. He would have gotten to see himself on the next episode of Cops.
* Man robs convenience store while wearing glove to prevent leaving fingerprints. Yes. You read that right, "glove". He only wore a glove on his left hand, but touched everything else with his right.
* Woman steals police car and goes to McDonalds. I'm going to go out on a limb here and guess that maybe she was under the influence?
* A woman is arrested and gives police a fake name and date of birth. Only problem is she has that information tattooed on her body. I have nothing to say about this one other than that's not bat shit crazy, but bat shit stupid.
* A man walks into a convenience store to rob it. When the clerk shows him the register is empty, the man walks out of the store and calls his mom to come pick him up. He got picked up, but not by his mother.
And perhaps my favorite story:
* A man walks into a bank wearing a t-shirt and headphones, marches into the manager's office and says, "I'm boss of the bank. Give me some stacks". I'm not sure what tipped off the manager to realize this was not the bank's president, but that clever manager did not give him any "stacks".
So, those are just some of the things that people do down there. While I'm sure there are some idiot criminals in my home state as well, I feel like there are many more stories that originate south of the Mason Dixon. And, yes, I know I always tell people to stop judging me and that's exactly what I'm doing in this post, but I feel confident you'll get over it. And if you don't, it's likely I won't find out about it anyway because I'm so freaking cold I'm going to have to burn my computer to keep warm.
And, if you're wondering what the title is all about, I'm typing this without using my hands. That's how cold it is........................... Sorry, I had a little shiver there.
Friday, January 4, 2013
You can't make this stuff up
As many of you may or may not know, I work in a private, special education facility for children with emotional and behavioral health issues. On most days, it is an extremely emotionally and physically draining place to work. It's the only place I know, other than the prison system, where you can go to work on any given day and expect to hear someone, who barely comes up to your waist, weave a tapestry of profanity so elaborate that you would think they were Tony Soprano reincarnate (He did die in that last episode, right? If not, just add the name of some other smart ass with a mouth like a truck driving sailor with syphilis in this spot and you'll get what I'm talking about). I have worked at this school for the past 10 years and have worked at other schools like it since...well, since a long time ago. What never ceases to amaze me is the amount of creativity and dysfunctional intelligence that most of these children possess. For example, while working in a similar program in Philadelphia a long time ago, I was in the process of holding a child who had just attempted to stab another kid with scissors (and yes, I mean physically restraining him). He was a wiry little guy and was only 7 at the time. His mother was an old school woman and would become IRATE when her son acted out or used any profanity. Now, this kid was smart enough to know that he was already going to be in a heap of trouble when he got home and he didn't want to add to it, but he wanted to make sure I knew how unhappy he was with his current situation. Therefore, he decided to start showing me his spelling skills by yelling, "You B-i-c-h! You B-i-c-h!" over and over again. I didn't really think it was the right time to tell him he wasn't spelling it right, so I just let it go. However, one of his classmates caught the error and wanted to help him out. (Before I go any further with this story, let me put this into perspective for you. The helper classmate had a name that was only four letters long and, despite his being in 3rd grade, still could not spell his name.) My friend's classmate, on his way to his bus, decided to come over to where we were and say, "That's not how you spell it. It's spelled, b-i-T-c-h". I swear to you that, in that moment, I wasn't sure if I should jump up and hug the kid for being able to spell something that long or kick him square in the ass for that being the word he focused his brain power on. Anyway, that's the type of kid I have surrounded myself with for a long time now. And that's the type of story that has helped me keep my sanity.
For a few years now, I have had the idea of turning my job into a mockumentary type show like The Office or Parks and Recreation, but I have been plagued with the idea that people would not find the show funny; that people would instead find it cruel that I share these stories for the purpose of entertainment. Now, I have had some ideas to remedy that situation, but I still come back to the idea that the kids still have the best lines. Let's take, for example, another student story. This one, again, took place during a hold following an equally dangerous situation and there were a few of us trying to contain the boy. He's yelling and cursing at us and then busts out with this gem, "A-B-C-D-E-F-G! Get your fat ass off of me!" Now, I ask you, how are you supposed to continue to focus on safety when you're attention has shifted to not pissing yourself from laughter?
Now, I don't want to make it seem like every story I have involves a restraint, because they don't. I think some of those are funny because the situation is so dire that almost anything else would be entertaining in that moment. The kids do come up with some great things at other times. Let's take, for example, the 13 year old girl who came to school seemingly distraught. When asked what was the matter, she said she was worried she was pregnant. Now, we knew this girl was dating a kid in the school who didn't live anywhere near her and who she could not possibly get access to during the day, so we were a bit confused when she mentioned this concern. So, her teacher asked her if she had sex recently and her reply was, "No". Being the educator that her teacher was, she proceeded to explain to the student that she needed to have intercourse in order to get pregnant and, without that event, it was pretty safe to say that she was not with child. This student, not looking particularly relieved at this bit of information, then looked back at her teacher and asked, "Well, I've had phone sex. Does that count?" Um. Hm. Yeah, no. That does not count. And, please remember to clean the phone when you're done.
Then, there's the story of one of Nicole's students who is supposed to be silently reading a book, but, while his finger is diligently scanning the pages of the story, his eyes are roaming everywhere but down at the actual words. Nicole walked up to him and said, "Hey. How's that story?"
"Oh, it's pretty good."
"Oh yeah. What's it about?" Nicole asks. The kid flips to the cover of the book, reads the title (which was I got a D in Salami) and replies, "It's about a kid and salami".
"Really? Tell me about the paragraph you just read".
"I don't know what I just read" he honestly retorts.
"But, I thought you said you were reading?"
His honest to goodness reply was, "I wasn't reading it, Miss. My finger was" and then he looks off to the side, where no one is sitting mind you, and says, "Can you believe this woman?"
Then there was the conversation I overheard between one of my students and one of her classmates. Mind you, I have no idea how they came to this topic, but this is what was said:
Student 1: "I have ADHD".
Student 2: "Oh, we just have cable in our house".
One of my favorite stories, however, was about one of my kids who was about 12 at the time, but probably a good 6" taller than I was. He was definitely a handful to manage and, even though his IQ scores were very low, he was always managing to put together some kind of plot to help him get what he wanted. One day, he ran away from the staff person who was specifically assigned to him and barracaded himself in our physical therapy room. While the room had windows, the only real way to get in was through the door and he moved some very expensive therapy equipment in front of it which we didn't want to damage by pushing through. As his therapist, I was called to deal with the crisis, so I began trying to talk with him through the door and his response still makes me chuckle to this day. As I was talking to him through the door with his staff person, my supervisor, the clinical director, and the principal all standing next to me, the boy actually called out, "I'll come out if you give me a Sony Play Station and $300". Yes, he was holding himself ransom. Being the smart ass that I am (still better than being a dumb one), I quickly turned to my supervisor and asked, "Can we get him those things if he promises to stay IN the room?" As we tried to figure out how to get this kid out of the room, someone came up with the idea of running a fire drill to see if that would work. So, the principal arranged for the drill, the alarm went off and, from behind the door, we hear laughing with this child's response of, "Ha ha! I'm still not coming out" I won't bore you with the rest of the details of the story, but his father was called to help us. When he arrived, his father, very calmly, walked over, knocked on the door, and said, "Come out here right now". Suddenly, the laughter stops, the door slowly opened, and the boy says, "Oh. Hi, daddy" with no exchanges of Play Station or cash. To this day, I loved the idea that the kid wanted to hold himself for ransom and I would have loved to have seen how he would have managed the exchange. Hm...I guess I'll never know.
Perhaps, however, the thing that is most entertaining about my place of employment is not just the level of dysfunction in the children, but also the sheer amount of crazy that lives in the staff. For example, our program has a child psychiatrist on staff to provide a complete array of mental health services to the family in one program. Several years back, we had a psychiatrist who was probably about 5'5", 120 lbs soaking wet, and who wore glasses. The man was perhaps one of the frailest people I have ever come in contact with and, yet, he was the one holding the prescription pad. What made that last statement even more ridiculous, however, was the fact that the man used to move about the building with a blazer draped over his shoulders as if he was walking the promenade in Rome for an evening coffee while pushing a...wait for it...wait for it...while pushing a wheelie chair. You know. An office chair with wheels. This little man would walk around with a wheelie chair in front of him as if it was a walker. If you're having trouble forming this image in your head, I encourage you to act it out now. Throw a sweater over your shoulders, grab your office chair, stand behind it and hold on so tightly that if you let go, you will surely crumble into a heap of helpless man flesh on the floor. Now, walk around and try to grab a glimpse of yourself in the mirror or, better yet, have someone snap a picture of it and put it on your favorite social media source. That was our psychiatrist. I don't know for sure, but I'm fairly certain he ended up on an inpatient psych ward shortly after he left us.
Now, many of you may not find any of these stories funny and, for every funny story there is, there are at least 5 other ones that will make you ache with sadness, frustration, and rage at the horrible existence some of our children must endure and how miserably the system has failed them and the people trying to help them. As I mentioned before, I have been working in the mental health system for many years, with this population specifically for 15 of those years, and while others may not find these stories entertaining, I have to find the humor. Doing so not only allows me to keep my sanity and not crumble into a sobbing mess, but it also allows me to see the resiliency that lives in these kids. And if you still have a problem with these stories, then you can "A-B-C-D-E-F-G. Get your judging ass away from me."
For a few years now, I have had the idea of turning my job into a mockumentary type show like The Office or Parks and Recreation, but I have been plagued with the idea that people would not find the show funny; that people would instead find it cruel that I share these stories for the purpose of entertainment. Now, I have had some ideas to remedy that situation, but I still come back to the idea that the kids still have the best lines. Let's take, for example, another student story. This one, again, took place during a hold following an equally dangerous situation and there were a few of us trying to contain the boy. He's yelling and cursing at us and then busts out with this gem, "A-B-C-D-E-F-G! Get your fat ass off of me!" Now, I ask you, how are you supposed to continue to focus on safety when you're attention has shifted to not pissing yourself from laughter?
Now, I don't want to make it seem like every story I have involves a restraint, because they don't. I think some of those are funny because the situation is so dire that almost anything else would be entertaining in that moment. The kids do come up with some great things at other times. Let's take, for example, the 13 year old girl who came to school seemingly distraught. When asked what was the matter, she said she was worried she was pregnant. Now, we knew this girl was dating a kid in the school who didn't live anywhere near her and who she could not possibly get access to during the day, so we were a bit confused when she mentioned this concern. So, her teacher asked her if she had sex recently and her reply was, "No". Being the educator that her teacher was, she proceeded to explain to the student that she needed to have intercourse in order to get pregnant and, without that event, it was pretty safe to say that she was not with child. This student, not looking particularly relieved at this bit of information, then looked back at her teacher and asked, "Well, I've had phone sex. Does that count?" Um. Hm. Yeah, no. That does not count. And, please remember to clean the phone when you're done.
Then, there's the story of one of Nicole's students who is supposed to be silently reading a book, but, while his finger is diligently scanning the pages of the story, his eyes are roaming everywhere but down at the actual words. Nicole walked up to him and said, "Hey. How's that story?"
"Oh, it's pretty good."
"Oh yeah. What's it about?" Nicole asks. The kid flips to the cover of the book, reads the title (which was I got a D in Salami) and replies, "It's about a kid and salami".
"Really? Tell me about the paragraph you just read".
"I don't know what I just read" he honestly retorts.
"But, I thought you said you were reading?"
His honest to goodness reply was, "I wasn't reading it, Miss. My finger was" and then he looks off to the side, where no one is sitting mind you, and says, "Can you believe this woman?"
Then there was the conversation I overheard between one of my students and one of her classmates. Mind you, I have no idea how they came to this topic, but this is what was said:
Student 1: "I have ADHD".
Student 2: "Oh, we just have cable in our house".
One of my favorite stories, however, was about one of my kids who was about 12 at the time, but probably a good 6" taller than I was. He was definitely a handful to manage and, even though his IQ scores were very low, he was always managing to put together some kind of plot to help him get what he wanted. One day, he ran away from the staff person who was specifically assigned to him and barracaded himself in our physical therapy room. While the room had windows, the only real way to get in was through the door and he moved some very expensive therapy equipment in front of it which we didn't want to damage by pushing through. As his therapist, I was called to deal with the crisis, so I began trying to talk with him through the door and his response still makes me chuckle to this day. As I was talking to him through the door with his staff person, my supervisor, the clinical director, and the principal all standing next to me, the boy actually called out, "I'll come out if you give me a Sony Play Station and $300". Yes, he was holding himself ransom. Being the smart ass that I am (still better than being a dumb one), I quickly turned to my supervisor and asked, "Can we get him those things if he promises to stay IN the room?" As we tried to figure out how to get this kid out of the room, someone came up with the idea of running a fire drill to see if that would work. So, the principal arranged for the drill, the alarm went off and, from behind the door, we hear laughing with this child's response of, "Ha ha! I'm still not coming out" I won't bore you with the rest of the details of the story, but his father was called to help us. When he arrived, his father, very calmly, walked over, knocked on the door, and said, "Come out here right now". Suddenly, the laughter stops, the door slowly opened, and the boy says, "Oh. Hi, daddy" with no exchanges of Play Station or cash. To this day, I loved the idea that the kid wanted to hold himself for ransom and I would have loved to have seen how he would have managed the exchange. Hm...I guess I'll never know.
Perhaps, however, the thing that is most entertaining about my place of employment is not just the level of dysfunction in the children, but also the sheer amount of crazy that lives in the staff. For example, our program has a child psychiatrist on staff to provide a complete array of mental health services to the family in one program. Several years back, we had a psychiatrist who was probably about 5'5", 120 lbs soaking wet, and who wore glasses. The man was perhaps one of the frailest people I have ever come in contact with and, yet, he was the one holding the prescription pad. What made that last statement even more ridiculous, however, was the fact that the man used to move about the building with a blazer draped over his shoulders as if he was walking the promenade in Rome for an evening coffee while pushing a...wait for it...wait for it...while pushing a wheelie chair. You know. An office chair with wheels. This little man would walk around with a wheelie chair in front of him as if it was a walker. If you're having trouble forming this image in your head, I encourage you to act it out now. Throw a sweater over your shoulders, grab your office chair, stand behind it and hold on so tightly that if you let go, you will surely crumble into a heap of helpless man flesh on the floor. Now, walk around and try to grab a glimpse of yourself in the mirror or, better yet, have someone snap a picture of it and put it on your favorite social media source. That was our psychiatrist. I don't know for sure, but I'm fairly certain he ended up on an inpatient psych ward shortly after he left us.
Now, many of you may not find any of these stories funny and, for every funny story there is, there are at least 5 other ones that will make you ache with sadness, frustration, and rage at the horrible existence some of our children must endure and how miserably the system has failed them and the people trying to help them. As I mentioned before, I have been working in the mental health system for many years, with this population specifically for 15 of those years, and while others may not find these stories entertaining, I have to find the humor. Doing so not only allows me to keep my sanity and not crumble into a sobbing mess, but it also allows me to see the resiliency that lives in these kids. And if you still have a problem with these stories, then you can "A-B-C-D-E-F-G. Get your judging ass away from me."
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